I miss you so much.
Rachel my love,
I don’t like this. I miss you too much. Your being away is so difficult for me. Since the day you left I’ve felt lost and without motivation. I’m lethargic and without enjoyment. Please come home soon. I am so dependent on you that I don’t know what to do or where to go. I need to hold you, and feel your caress. I need to look upon you with awe. Every time I see your face I want to cry. You have become my every reason, and that is so difficult to replace. Nothing I can do while you are away, makes me feel a tenth of what I feel for you. I gain so much pleasure just laying by yours side, I melt. I need that, I need that again soon.
I wait on you with bated breath.
Your Branden